After giving birth I feel empty, and at times the thought of harming myself crosses my mind. What should I do?

These feelings are serious and you need help urgently; this is a treatable illness, not a lack of faith or love. If you are in danger or feel you want to harm yourself or your baby right now, call the police on 999 immediately. For support and advice, contact Talian Kasih 15999. Tell your husband or someone you trust today so you are not alone, and do not be left by yourself for the time being. See a doctor as soon as possible; postnatal depression often recovers with treatment and support. You are still a good mother, and asking for help is the bravest step. See mental health.